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Five More Things

You know the drill: ""Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate with you. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given."

lidocafe gave me these ones (oh, Ms Lido, you know me well...)

children's lit
I guess I never stopped reading the books I loved as a child, and find in many of them more of a sense of wonder, a more delicate and deep exploration of the world than in a lot of the so-called adult novels around. That's not to say that I could live now on a steady diet of Nancy Drew and Famous Five as I did as a child, or that I don't read "adult" novels, because I do, but it is that I've never "grown out of" the lovely works of Phillipa Pearce, Lucy M. Boston, Elizabeth Goudge and others, or the adventures of Arthur Ransome, or the wonderful fantasies of Diana Wynne Jones or Ursula Le Guin or Margaret Mahy or... there are so many. I wish I had some outlet - it was so great that my mum read all the same books and we could talk about them; sometimes I wish I had a child just so I could ply her (or him) with books... but then perhaps s/he wouldn't have the same taste and it would be a source of tension so maybe it's just as well. I have to restrain myself from piling books on lidocafe's daughter.

Ha ha ha. I actually drink less gin than I sometimes like to make out, although I do enjoy it a lot and I'm a real connoisseur. My favourite at the moment is "Victoria Gin" - distilled locally and somewhat similar in style but I think tastier than Hennessey. I also love one called "South" from New Zealand, which has a touch of lemon and comes in a beautiful bottle. I never see that one, though. It's funny that I still feel something slightly risque about drinking a lot of gin - maybe it's the thought of all those gin soaked women in Victorian melodramas - but I always feel a little bit naughty, a little bit Dorothy Parker, and that I should have a cigarette in a holder to go with my G&T.

This is interesting. I seem to have acquired a reputation as a good cook on the basis of I think one batch of homemade soup, one very easy curry and a bean and rice salad that I always take to department pot-lucks. I do like to cook, though, and I like good food, so I guess the two things go together. I like shopping for nice organic vegetables and beautiful fresh fish or eggs or chicken or any kind of lovely ingredient and then doing something fairly simple but nicely prepared with it. I also like making my own bread and soup when I have time. I keep promising that I'll have a dinner party - one day soon, I'll do it, and have everyone over!

Well, I love "the outdoors" and I love nature and flowers and growing things. I also love fresh vegetables. So I guess there's a natural progression that would take me out creating a little bit of beauty for myself. Gardening is relaxing, it's a way to connect with the seasons and with the earth; it also gives me something I can share with others. It's a private world, but it's a source of pleasure that I can give to people I like, too. Like cooking, in a way.

your (once) ambition to be an actress
This is perhaps the greatest regret of my life - that I didn't honestly have the courage to pursue my dream to act. It was what I wanted from about the age of ten to when I was about nineteen. Believe it or not, I rarely see a movie or go to the theatre without a little bit of a wish that I could have been in it. I don't know how far I could have gone. I know I was good, but I was afraid that I wasn't pretty enough to be able to "make it." A so-called friend in high school once said something very damning about my looks that completely undermined my confidence, and, at seventeen or eighteen, when I had very low self-esteem to start with, that was enough to put me off. And then a few disappointments when auditioning - it was something that made me happier than anything else, but if it didn't work out I was plunged into gloom. I was afraid that I wasn't tough enough for the competition. Also there was parental pressure to do something more "useful" or "suitable" or whatever. But perhaps there's an outlet in my teaching - I think there's a little bit of the actor or actress in all of us. You need it to be able to "appear" in front of 30 or 40 students every day and keep their interest. And perhaps I'm doing more good for the world with what I do now. But I wish I'd tried.


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Feb. 24th, 2009 10:23 am (UTC)
I'll take 5 if you have them
Feb. 24th, 2009 03:32 pm (UTC)
All right! (trying to think of ones that others haven't already chosen)

crabby old bats
partner (if this is off-limits, please substitute)
health spas
Feb. 24th, 2009 03:50 pm (UTC)
I seem to have acquired a reputation as a good cook on the basis of I think one batch of homemade soup, one very easy curry and a bean and rice salad that I always take to department pot-lucks.

Actually, I was thinking of all you say about cooking, not just about the few samples I've tasted.

A so-called friend in high school once said something very damning about my looks that completely undermined my confidence

Yeah, people do that at that age. And not even just at that age. Bastards. I once had my home ec teacher bemoan my bad skin and big nose and flat chest in front of the whole class. Like I needed anyone to point it out to me. I want to go back in time (and place) and poke that so-called friend in the eye for you.

You've reminded me to get Swallows and Amazons for S's easter present!

Edited at 2009-02-24 03:50 pm (UTC)
Feb. 24th, 2009 04:28 pm (UTC)
If she likes it, get her Missee Lee; that was always my fave :) (there I go again...)

And what is it about Hom Ec teachers? As a breed, they seem to be particularly destructive. My PE teachers in Junior high were like that, too. Wouldn't it be nice to line them up and exact some kind of suitable revenge!
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Feb. 24th, 2009 09:50 pm (UTC)
ahahaha. Thank you!! You are so sweet. You have no idea what a boost to my confidence you give me with comments like that :)
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Feb. 25th, 2009 02:00 am (UTC)
Hahahah. "Intertext drops her teaching notes and bends down to retrieve them, but this is really a cover. She is receiving an incoming message on her hip. THE STUDENT AT THE END OF THE FOURTH ROW IS AN ENEMY. KILL HIM."
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Feb. 25th, 2009 02:47 am (UTC)
HAHAHAHAHA. This is so great.

She blasts the student with her powerful DISAPPROVING STARE. Momentarily stunned, he attempts to regroup, but moving in on her momentary advantage, Intertext musters her most powerful weapon: the Shakespeare Sonnet quotation...
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Feb. 25th, 2009 03:28 am (UTC)
oh, YEAH! That is so cool. Katana sword, with "Let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediments..."
Feb. 24th, 2009 05:08 pm (UTC)
Have you ever made sloe gin? And are there any good commercial sloe gins?
Feb. 24th, 2009 05:30 pm (UTC)
I have never tried making sloe gin, and have only drunk it once; I found it sweet and not really to my taste, but perhaps what I drank was not a good example of it.
Feb. 26th, 2009 05:02 am (UTC)
I love memes like this, you learn so much about people!

And I'd love the recipe for your bean and rice salad if you care to share :)
Feb. 27th, 2009 12:43 pm (UTC)
Sorry - I only just noticed the extra comment! Yeah, I like these memes, too :) And if you wanted five things...
The subjects of your icon above
field hockey
being vegan

Ps: remind me about the bean and rice salad - I'll email it to you!
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